Lord Krishna had 360 gopies and loved them daily. Yet people worship him as god, so it’s not a new thing. Sirsa-based Dera Sacha Sauda head Gurmeet Ram Rahim Singh had reportedly told this to one of his women disciples when she objected to his sexual advances.
The incident was mentioned in the anonymous letter written by a woman disciple of the dera in 2002 to the then Prime Minister Atal Bihari Vajpayee and then chief justice of the Punjab and Haryana high court. It was this letter that eventually led to a CBI investigation into the sexual exploitation and rape allegations against the preacher, reports TOI.
As per the letter, written by a rape survivor claiming to be from Punjab, she became a ‘sadhvi’ (female disciple) because of her family, who were the staunch follower of Gurmeet Ram Rahim Singh. According to her she was feeling proud when after two years of her stay in the dera at Sirsa, she was called by Maharaj ji (dera head) inside his gufa (underground living quarters).
“It was around 10 pm, when I enter the Gufa, Maharaj was sitting on a bed, holding remote of TV and watching an adult movie. A revolver was lying on the pillow side of his bed. I was stunned to see this and began to feel dizzy because I never imagined that Maharaj could be like this. He said he has bestowed upon me a special favour by choosing me as his dearest Sadhvi,” reads the letter.
According to the letter, when she objected to his gesture, Gurmeet said, “there is no doubt that I am God”. When the victim claimed to have asked whether the God indulges in such acts, the Maharaj said, “This is nothing new and has been going on for years together. Lord Krishna had 360 gopies and daily made love to them, yet the people worship him as God”.
As per the letter, the rape survivor was also threatened by Gurmeet that he would get her family thrown out of the dera and would eliminate them, if she did not submit to his will.
Thereafter, the author of the letter was raped by the dera head. She was raped repeatedly over the next three year. Further claiming sexual exploitation of other sadhvis by dera head, the letter had mentioned that a large number of women disciples were of the age of 35-40 years of age. They had crossed the age of marriage and had no other alternative except to live in such circumstances, the letter adds.
Some instances were also mentioned in the letter wherein the girls objecting to these activities inside the dera were beaten up and generally harassed.
Unwilling to disclose her name, as she was apprehensive of being killed if identified, the woman said in the letter that around 30-40 girls were living living in the fear and insecurity because of such continuous exploitation.
“If they are taken into confidence, they are ready to disclose everything. A medical examination of all sadhvis would let you and our parents know whether we are still virgin or our lives have been destroyed. Our medical examination would reveal that our lives have been ruined by Maharaj Gurmeet Ram Rahim Singh ji,” the letter concluded.
Justice Adarsh Kumar Goel of the Punjab and Haryana high court had taken suo motu cognizance of the issue raised in the letter on September 3, 2002, and directed the district and sessions judge of Sirsa to visit the dera and submit a report.
After receiving the report, Justice Goel ordered CBI probe into the case on September 24, 2002.
Here’s the translation of the letter that nailed Gurmeet Ram Rahim
Shri Atal Behari Vajpayee,
I am a girl hailing from Punjab State. I have been serving as a ‘Sadhwi’ in ‘Dera Sacha Sauda’, Sirsa (Haryana) for the last five years. Beside me, there are hundreds of others girl here, who serve for 18 hours daily.
But we are sexually exploited here. The ‘Dera Maharaj’ Gurmeet Singh rapes the girls in the ‘dera’. I am a graduate. My family has blind faith in the ‘Maharaj’ (Gurmeet Singh). It was at my family’s bidding that I became a ‘Sadhwi’. Two years after I became a ‘Sadhwi’, a special woman-disciple of Maharaj Gurmeet Singh came to me one night at 10′ o’ clock and said that the Maharaj had summoned me to his room. I felt elated that Maharaj himself sent for me. I was going to him for the first time. After climbing the stairs, when I went into his room, I saw that he was holding a remote in his hand and was watching a blue film on the TV. Beside his pillow on the bed, lay a revolver. Seeing all this, I was frightened and became nervous. I had never imagined that Maharaj was a man of this type. Maharaj switched off the TV and seated me beside him. He offered me water and said that he had called me because he considered me very close to him. This was my first experience.
Maharaj took me in his embrace and said that he loved me from the core of his heart. He also said that he wanted to make love with me. He told me that at the time of becoming his disciple, I had dedicated my wealth, body and soul to him and he had accepted my offering. When I objected, he said, “There is no doubt that I am God.” When I asked if God also indulges in such acts, he shot back:
1. Sri Krishna too was God and he had 360 ‘gopis’ (milkmaids) with whom he enacted ‘Prem lila’ (love drama). Even then people regarded him as God. So, there is nothing to be surprised at it.
2. I can kill you with this revolver and bury you here.
The members of your family are my devoted followers and they have blind faith in me. You know it very well that members of your family cannot go against me.
3. I have considerable influence with governments also. Chief Ministers of Punjab and Haryana and central Ministers come to pay obeisance to me. Politicians take help from us. They cannot take any action against me. We will get the members of your family dismissed from govt. jobs and I will get them killed by my ‘Sewadars’ (servants). We will leave no evidence of their murder. You know that earlier also we got the ‘dera’ Manager Fakir Chand killed by goondas. His murder remains untraced till this day. The ‘dera’ has a daily income of one crore rupees with which we can buy leaders, police and the judges.
After this, the Maharaj raped me. The Maharaj has been doing this with me for the last three years. My turn comes after every 25-30 days. Now I have learnt that before me too, the Maharaj had been raping the girls he had summoned. Most of these women are now 35 to 40 years old and they are past the age of marriage. They have no other option but to remain in the ‘dera’.
Most of the girls are educated — B.A., M.A., B.Ed, etc. But they are living a life of hell in the ‘dera’, simply because the members of their families have blind faith in the Maharaj. We wear white clothes, tie a scarf on the head, cannot even look at men and as per Maharaj’s commands, and talk with men from a distance of 5-10 feet. To the people we look like ‘devis’ (goddesses), but we are living like harlots. This time I tried to tell my family that all was not well at the ‘dera’. But they rebuked me saying that there was no better place than the ‘dera’ for here they were in the company of God (Maharaj). They said that I had formed a bad notion about the ‘dera’ and that I should recite the name of ‘Satguru’. I am helpless here because I have to obey every command of the Maharaj. No girl is permitted to talk with another, according to the commands of the Maharaj.
Girls are not permitted to talk to their families even on the telephone. If any girl talks about the reality of the ‘dera’, she is punished according to Maharaj’s commands. Sometimes ago, a Bhatinda girl revealed the wrong doings of the Maharaj. At this, all the women disciples gave her a sound thrashing. Because of a fracture in the backbone, she is now bed-ridden. Her father gave up the service in the ‘dera’ and went home. For fear of the Maharaj and his own disgrace, he is not revealing anything.
Similarly, a Kurukshetra girl has also left the ‘dera’ and has gone home. When she narrated the events in the ‘dera’ to her family, her brother who worked in the ‘dera’ gave up his job. When a Sangrur girl left the ‘dera’, went home and narrated the wrong-doings in the ‘dera’ to the people, the dera’s armed Sewadars/ hooligans reached the girl’s house and threatened to kill her and warned her not to leak anything about the ‘dera’.
Similarly, girls from Mansa, Ferozepur, Patiala and Ludhiana districts are afraid of revealing anything about the ‘dera’. Although they have left the ‘dera’, yet they do not say anything for fear of loosing their lives. Similarly, girls from Sirsa, Hissar, Fatehabad, Hanuman Garh and Meerutdisclose as to what happened to them in the ‘dera’
If I reveal my name, I and my family will be killed. I want to reveal this truth for the benefit of the common man, because I cannot bear all this tension and harassment. My life is in danger. If a probe is conducted by the press or some government agency, 40 to 50 girls living in the ‘dera’ will come forward to reveal the truth. We can also be medically examined to find out whether we are still celibate disciples or not. If we are no longer virgins, the matter should be gone into to find out who has violated our chastity.
The truth will then come out that Maharaj Gurmeet Ram Rahim Singh of ‘Sacha Sauda’ has ruined our lives.